So this weekend I went to work on Friday and Saturday, hosted an art exhibition with Vaniglle chanted for a few hours and chiefed, it has been an excellent weekend. I have been revealed my nature, awakened to true self and it feels good and I feel amazing. My first revelation is that I have been arrogant and that arrogance has caused a lot of fear and anxiety to build up and vastly skew the reality I was shown and the reality I wanted. I was making decisions that were based on illusions and getting the karma of that, instead of, making the decisions that I should make to get what I truly desired. I also was able to interpret a dream I'd had with Tia and Tamera Mowry as well as the dancing dream that I had as well. Stemming from very 3dz squared perspective. The dream with the sisters first occured while I was living in Arizona, I had been having this dream about living someplace that was near water. As I was walking through a nice neighborhood I stopped at a house and the twins were in their living room with their family and I stood on the outside, watching in looking at them enjoy themselves and I suddenly felt alone and out of place, wishing I were like them. I also dreamt that I was on stage wearing a white and flowing gown and it was so beautiful. Most recently I have had the ending to and the introduction of both dreams. On Tuesday I dreamt that I was hanging out with my best friends Tia and Tamera and we were all going apartment hunting in a very nice neighborhood. I remember having a really good time meeting some cool guys and chillin with them and chiefn and it being a very good vibe. I realized that was a continuation the dream in which I was searching and seeking from the outside to the present in which I am searching and seeking from the inside out, not the outside in.

I recently dreamt that I was instantly preparing for a rehearsal that was in front of an audience I did not have the appropriate attire and I was did not own slippers and it was my first day there I stood in line and was preparing to go up then I talked myself out it, because I felt underprepared I felt like I was on an airplane getting accelerating for take off, there but not quite there. I feel like this is the introduction to the dream I had of performing in a white flowing garment.

I have been chanting, praying, fasting, I am summoning forth, confidince in myself, perserverance and courage. I am realizing that my habit of quitting and not going farther has reached its limits and I choose to go farther than I ever have, using will to accomplish my goals. I redetermine to go back to Harvard and to become a physician to spread Kosen Rufu. I redetermine to take all the dance classes that I want, need, and desire to reach my goals, for performing in Africa this summer to spread Kosen Rufu, and to become a licensed Expressive therapist specializing in dance for Kosen Rufu. I vow to utilize all of my talents and gifts to spread Kosen Rufu and to live a joyful life full of inspiration and good will. I am determined to lead as many people possible to their own happiness and to have compassion for myself and others for Kosen Rufu. PS I brought a pair of ballet slippers.